на самом деле никакой больше меты - это последнее
///////of him not loving others enough or them not loving him enough is a circle of cause and effect in Dean`s mind.
Dean sure tries to love them as best he can, to do everything he believes they might want or need from him. He totally gives himself into the relationships with those he loves.
So when they still leave, he thinks it wasn`t enough. But he also thinks they didn`t care enough. Which in a way is even true, because they simply don`t care like he does. It is normal even in the closest of relationships not to submerge yourself totally in it but keep a part of yourself, retain your own identity apart from the other person.
Dean doesn`t do that, so it will always be seen as abandonment and betrayal when others can`t meet his standard. And I think he will view it at least partly as they just did not care about him the way he cared about them.
After all, if it was him and another person just like him, he would never leave himself
It isn`t their fault, of course, Sam and even John DO love him but the demon was right in that they don`t need him the way he does them- как чувствовала, пора закругляться, дальше все хуже и хуже , я ж не в жизнь себе столько фиков не найду, ничего жизнеутвержд давно не пишут
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